Friday, August 9, 2019

Hierarchy






There is an unwritten hierarchy that exists here in the hospital, on the outdoor patio, in the recreation area, in the hallways, on the elevators.

Its as if royalty has arrived.  The pathway clears, people stand aside, offer their chairs, their shade, their plug in the wall for the IV pole to be connected. 

An aura of reverence and respect takes over, with a slight bow of everyone’s head, a hushed silence, nervous energy building.

But its not the nurses, or nurse practitioners, who have arrived.  Its not the doctors or surgeons that are causing such a stir.  It’s a child, hooked up to lifesaving IVs, and their parent with exhausted eyes. 

They are the absolute top of this unnatural pyramid-  the most feared; the most revered.  All of us would do anything we could to help at that moment, to offer comfort and care, but there’s so little we can do. 

Or is there?


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Sunday, May 5, 2019

Flower


The first things to emerge are the roots burrowing deep in the soil,
      absorbing the water and nutrients that are present.

Next comes the stem, growing taller and stronger every day.

The buds suddenly appear... small and tiny,
      but with a promising glimmer of the loveliness inside.

The very last thing,
      what we've been waiting for and hoping for,
              finally emerges.

The delicate bloom
      revealing the beauty that was being created the whole time,
              but hidden in the details, the work and time and care required to get there.


Totally impossible without the foundation of roots and stems and cultivating care.




Look at it now.
      It's was so worth the wait!

Flower Audio

Monday, April 15, 2019

Om Shanti Om

Om Shanti Om- "I Radiate Peace"






Om Shanti Om
I Radiate Peace
Meditation mantras that can strike such loud chords

Peace
Peace with all life has dealt us
Peace with not knowing what is yet to come
Peace with what we have
or more importantly, who we are.

Peace, a feeling that washes over you,
a feeling somewhere between rain and sunshine,
dissolving boundaries of body, time and space.

As this mantra says, "Radiate"
Today and all days,
repeating to myself
Building the fire within
Not a fire really,
more like a glowing orb of light
warming me and others around me.

Om Shanti Om Audio




Thursday, January 3, 2019

2019 Dawning

2018
- Not the roller coaster of ‘16
- Or the energy & healing of ‘17
- But a merry-go-round...spin after spin,
-        letting us off back where we started; dizzy from the ride

Thank you for the blessings
- Nezam’s clear scans
- Misha’s growth at Purdue
- My pain reduced
- Neeve settled at Google & finding love

Thank you for the experiences
- Surprising ourselves with side crows, 30 miles & watchman’s trail
- Riverside walks & bike rides
- Montreal & Maine treats
- Family road trip filled with wonder and laughter

Thank you for the lessons
- Family and true friends come first
- Work is just work
- You can’t trust everyone,
-        but trust yourself & your heart

On to 2019...
- Just over the horizon
- Year of no fear
- Ignited hope...
-        burning bright,
-        growing more & more each day